I Speak-Aditya Bhasin

People often ask me what's the thing I’m scared of most

I also asked many the same question

When I asked others there answers were 

like

I’m scared of lizard

I’m scared of  dark

I’m scared of  water

I’m scared of  height

and so on the list continues with more person me asking this question

When it came to me that What I’m most scared of rather say what is the biggest fear of my life

My answer was

Fear of losing my maaaaa

(I don’t know how it came in my words but for a long time now I only call my mom as maaaaaa)

Maaaaaa is my soul,my life,my god

She is the one who made me walk

She made me speak

She made me what I’m today

She scolded me when I performed bad in exams

She cried when In class 11th My class teacher gave her so many compliments about me

She laughed when ever I made her laugh

She cried whenever I spoke to her some good words…Words of love between son and mom.

Whenever mom falls ill There are end number of thoughts that starts coming my mind

I  hate those thoughts Because they talks about  taking my mom away from me.

I can afford to lose myself

I can afford losing what all I have achieved

I can afford losing my dreams

But…….

Losing my mom is out of zone where I could afford it

The thought that she will go away from me

Make me shiver for a moment

Makes me cry for a night

Keeps me depressed for a day

Makes me love my maaaaaa more…….